Thursday, August 31, 2006

weird habits

i bet everyone has weird habits...it's the matter of how weird your habits are...weird enough to shock other ppl...wahahaz...i myself sure have many weird habits that make ppl shudder or salute me...i'm not getting cocky lahz...becos weird habits do not mean good habits...it's experimenting...u noe...i'm juz a normal teen to find my own ways of living in my own style... :P

*DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS OF VANESSA ARE GOING TO BE REVEALED IN THE FOLLOWING PARAGRAPHS....gonna break the rule and tell ya my weird habits (so can understand me better mahz! i'm also throwing away my image! ahhhh!)...hehe...read at ur own risk ( ok lahz...it's not tat scary!)

i TALK TO MYSELF and to my televsion....weird enough? some ppl cnt accept this weird habit of mine...thinking tat i'm crazy in the head...but i do find it perfectly normal( at least for me)...it seems tat i have a conscious self and sub-conscious self...tat's why i talk to myself...sometimes i look at the mirror and talk or talk to the air but i'm listening at the same time....it's like my sub-conscious talking to my conscious and vice versa and it can even be enjoyable and beneficial...(never bluff u!) i also realise that i normally talk to myself due to either sorting out my thoughts and views or juz simply lonely...wanting a listening ear...i'll feel much better after talking to myself sometimes...because only we understand ourselves best....hahaz...

i talk to the television probably i'm too engrossed in the story plots of dramas...i wld get agitated and hurl vulgarities at certain characters, sympathise the victims, drowned in the romance and etc....it's not weird in the sense tat u'll feel like u are part of the story....u'll be able to appreciate the drama better...

i SING EVERYWHERE....alright...maybe it's normal...cos ppl who like to sing will sing all the time...but the venues where i sing are the highlights for laughter....hahahaz....my 'fav' singing spots are not kbox or even on stage....but in my bathroom, on my way home, cars, buses and bus stops...u noe...sometimes...my mouth juz went out of control...and i'll mumble during bus trips...then i can see ppl staring at me...thinking 'why is tat girl's mouth moving?'...i tried to spot ppl who do the same thing as me in the buses...but to no avail...ppl who listen to their mp3 dun even sing along...but i am singing without the music....luckily...my volume is juz loud enough for myself to hear...

there are surely ppl who sing in their bathrooms...and i'm definitely one of them...i always dream to be a singing sensation in my own world of cos...so i treat my bathroom as my stage...singing loudly and confidently...hahaz...beaming when i managed to hit the high notes...but i was often teased by my parents and brother...cos i juz sang too loudly...they think i'm dying to be a pop idol which is not reallly true...there was once tat even my neighbour's maid heard me singing...and went to ask my mother abt it...soooo embarrassing lahz...

i PEEL MY NAILS sometimes.....let me remind u tat i dun bite my nails but peel it...it's much cleaner in the sense...my frens noe that i dun keep long nails...cos i always got the urge to remove the 'white part' of the nails...alright i'm weird and so not feminine...but long nails are really hard to maintain (even my hair is short too...ya i'm lazy!) ...and i cnt resist nail cutters....i'll always grab it to cut my finger and toe nails...let me warn u...my nails are really super short...hahahaz....

it shld be enough for the day...bombarding u all with my weird habits...i sure have more...but keep u all in suspense first...( or u cnt take it anymore already? hehe)

Teachers' Day celebration in ny is not as bad as i thought actually...there were sure some boring moments...but i was impressed by the teachers' performances...i like the teachers' band, dress up competition, duet and drummings...the 'picnic' in the canteen with my class was also good...cos got food! Glad tat my classmates like the jelly i made...hahaz...it's juz a pity tat i didnt went back to cchms & yps...not free and no time...sob...

had official last tutorial sessions yesterday...feel kinda sad and lost as jc life is soon coming to an end....it's like 2 yrs passed so quickly that u dun even have the time to stop and recall those fine memories...i sure miss those fun lessons i had with my tutors and fellow classmates...probably i wont miss the tests and exams part...hehez...haiz...now it's the start of the holiday...indication to bury our heads in revision and adjust to studying mode...yikes...tat's even more scary! :P

tat's it at 4:44 AM

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